What's happening?! I can't stop thinking about her?

-Ok I know the title sounds like I'm in love. I'm not. At least I don't think so.

So I met this girl and we agreed on seeing each other again but I wasn't attracted to her. She kept sending me texting messages day after day and I replied politely.

Anyway, the more we went out, (I was going with her and her friends) the more I liked her, but I didn't decide if I was actually in love or not so I kept on "stand-by" or whatever you want to call it.

So one night I was texting a male friend of mine who was with her on some bday party about her and idk how I could do it exactly, but I sent an insult and she took his phone and read it... And she got angry.

We decided to met up and be friends again but when we did she just hurried me up and I went back home mad. It has been a month since that happened and there is no longer contact between us, but I keep thinking about her.

My friends tell me "oh c'mon she's not worth it... she's dumb/a slot/etc" then someone else cames and says me she's beautiful and I lost a great girl and blah blah and it's getting hard for me to understand this...

I mean after 1 month and as nothing serious happened I was excepting I could move on...

What's happening?Maybe you're just feeling guilt about insulting her. But she had no business taking his phone xD. If you really don't like her then it shouldn't be hard to forget her unless she's really ugly and the image of her is scarred in your mind.Lmao But if you really can't forhet her you must really like her, bro!... It seems you are in love.

JK

Maybe you really *did* lose a great girl. You will never know until you try to be friends with her again. The worst thing that could happen is that it won't work out.
your in love with her...

sounds like first love?

you should call her find out if you can fix what was broken in the past
Sounds to me your in love or your feelin guilty about your rudeness
Well it sounds like ur in love but try apoligizing and tell her how u really feel and also just be urself girls hate when boys try to be someone their not
at least you have feelings for her if you are not in love with her