My parents seperated me from my friend?

-And I think I'm depressed. I'll explain...



We met on a 'warrior cats' roleplay site. We talked on there and we were just sort of casual 'internet acquaintances'. Yep. So then we both started getting into drawing... I got a deviantART account and then I found out she had it too so we sort of buddied up :3 We talked a lot and then she introduced me to iScribble and a new friend... All three of us drew together. At the time they were my best friends :'( We all became really close... soon after that we started showing pictures of ourselves to each other. The only one who didn't so this was my newest friend because her and her mom were scared of pedophiles. Soon after showing pictures me and my really close friend added each other on Facebook. And then we started texting and calling each other (until my parents said that long distance calls costed too much, THEN I couldn't call her as often). By that point my second friend was convinced that my frist friend was a pedophile, so she stopped with all this 'internet friend' stuff. By this point I knew her for two years. She cursed a bit when she texted, so I always deleted all my texts before my parents took my phone before bed (yeah, they thought I'd stay up all night texting her... I would, but everyone has to go to sleep at some point). That made them subspicious. Then one day after church she said that she felt like punching someone in the face, and my parents made a big deal about it because at first they thought I texted that to her about my mom, but after I showed them it was her text they were still mad because it was 'inapropriate'. Then one day I was sort of troubled because my friend's parents were mean... and then I told my mom because 'I can confide in her'. Mannnn was I ever wrong! She used it all against me as an excuse to make me 'stop contacting her'! I'll explain... She told me that she had a new obsession with this thing called Homestuck. It's just a funny online comic on mspaintadventues.com and it's totally harmless! It just has a few cuss words (it's not like I don't hear stuff like that. I never repeat anything...). So I was on my laptop and my mom came upstairs. She saw the f word on it so she got really mad, grabbed my phone, and started reading my texts. THEY ONLY READ HER BAD TEXTS. She quoted this thing from the series with the f word in it and then my parents got really mad and said she was psycho. It bothers me that they don't know her good side... she makes me feel like the most important person in the world. She's done soooo much for my life and she's made me so happy! My parents think she's a 'lowlife' because she curses. But she makes me feel so special... there's no one else in the world like her. My parents also said 'we're getting too close', 'she's a stranger', 'you're so obsessed with her', and 'she's a bad influence'. I think they've come up with every excuse possible. Soooo... they made me text her and tell her that I wouldn't be contacting her anymore last night. Then I asked her if I could call her... I could barely say goodbye because I was crying too much :'( All I can ever hear is what she said... She told me to do good in my life and she said 'shhhh' a lot :'( Since then I've been non-stop crying, I can't eat because I feel too sick, I've cut myself 6 times, I quit all my drawing sites because they make me too sad, my eyes are swolen, I have a headache, my eyes hurt, I don't want to see any of my friends or family anymore, I hate my parents, and I want cancer. If I had cancer I'd be able to slowly die and I'd be able to spend the last bit of my life with her. I'd be the happiest person that ever lived then :') I don't want to continue like this... help? And please don't say "OMG HANG OUT WITH YOUR FRIENDS" or "GET HELP" because I don't want to get over this or forget about her. That's what my mom said on the phone to her... D; And I'm already seeing a psychiatrist because of anxiety issues and a bunch of phobias. I'm worried about her... all I want to do is contact her again. And I'm STILL bothered that my parents barely know anything about her and they're suddenly making me stop texting and talking to her. By the way when my mom was on the phone with her she said that if she ever texts me again she'll get the police... D: PLEEEASE HELP? She's the best friend I've ever had and I want her back badly! D:I don't think you've given the entire story from an unbiased standpoint, but based on this massive wall of text and your mannerisms, I would have to say that your parents are likely afraid you are "not a heterosexual, Karkat."



Your friend will be fine. Focus more on yourself. I know you want to talk to her, but just relax. Panic will only cause your parents to attempt to drive you farther apart. You must show that you are capable of being rational about this to even get two inches of wriggler room. I mean wiggle room, that is the thing that I meant.



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